Hurt

I hurt myself today
To see if i still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But i remember everything
–
What have i become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone i know
Goes away in the end
–
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
–
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
–
What have i become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone i know
Goes away in the end
You could call have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If i could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way