Lifetime

The pain sounds so strong in your head
You can’t stand losing all your friends
For you it is the end, you’re living dead

Did you forget you lost your bet
If you could would you push “reset”
Cause until your last breath
Your life’s filled with regret
You see the obviousness
Sure it’s your biggest mess
Girl of friend you choose
You just can’t get both at once

Cause you stick to what I call a loser
Pray to stay with her
Cause you wake up every morning next to her
Loud voice you hear,problems are near

Now time has come for you to pay

Throughout your life I’ll be in your way
You’ve know me well since my first day
Clockwork of life, I say
Selfish you wish to reach
Your goal and like a leech
Leave my defenses breached
No time for speech

I hope you have changed
Your ways more than ever
Lifetime reminder
As I write these lines down one year later
I feel better, no more anger