Amnesia

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss how it felt the way you tasted
and even though your friends tell me you’re doing fine
and you’re somewhere feeling lonley even though he’s right beside you
when he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones i wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
‘Cause i’m not fine at all

The day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make up running down your face
and the dreams you left being, you didn’t need them
like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
Forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
and the memories i never can’t scape
‘Cause i’m not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they’re still living in my phone
I admit that i like to see them all alone i fell alone
All my friends keep asking why i’m not aound
It hurts to know you’re happy and it hurts that you’re not mine
It hurts to hear your name when i haven’t seen you in so long

It’s ilke we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
‘Cause i’m not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make up running down your face
and the dreams you left being, you didn’t need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
Forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
and the memories i never can’t scape

If today i wake up with your right beside me
like all of this was just some twisted dream
I’d hold you closer than i ever did before
and you’d never slip away
and you’d never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make up running down your face
The dreams you left being you didn’t need them
Like every single wish we ever had
I wish that i could wake up with amnesia
Forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
and the memories i never can’t scape
‘Cause i’m not fine at all