pains

Fuck

I can’t move slow
I can’t hide it there’s something more
I can’t let go
I can’t find what I’m lookin’ for (ooh-ooh)
I can’t hide it there’s something more
I can’t let go, I can’t find what I’m lookin’ for

Feeling so fucked up
Caught a wave headin’ straight for the rocks
Tryna hold my gaze
Wait, stop
I just lost another train of thought
My throat burns I’m on fire but I can’t speak
You’re now live
You’re on air now I can’t breathe (oh)
Out lost track of the time chasin’ old dreams down
In the past but we’re dying and I can’t sleep now
I don’t wanna fuck this up again
Staring down the clock cause this gon’ end
And all is well
I’m pulling back cause I’m tired of fighting myself

I can’t move slow
I can’t hide it there’s something more
I can’t let go
I can’t find what I’m lookin’ for (ooh-ooh)
I can’t hide it there’s something more
I can’t let go, I can’t find what I’m lookin’ for

Body in the future and my head in the past tense
I would lie to solve any issue we had back then
Will I last long is this shit gon’ die in plastic
Lost my first love and I started taking acid
I don’t wanna fuck you up again
It’s probably best if we stay friends
Got fuckboys tryna taint my image
I just hope I find peace of mind within
All this time that I’ve been given
That I don’t need to live in the veldt
It’s real life and I’m tired of fighting myself

I can’t move slow
I can’t hide if there’s something more
(something more, something more)
I can’t let go
I can’t find what I’m looking for (ooh-ooh)
I can’t hide if there’s something more
(something more, something more)
I can’t let go
I can’t find what I’m looking for

Should we put this out?
Nah this shit is trash