Wean Off

I needa wean off
4AM waking up and skipping zoloft
I needa wean off
All this isolation gimme hard ons
Im not lonely
Honestly ive come to love it here
I get my rocks off
But I cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
I needa wean off

Hit me with a feature boy just know this is art
Come at me with garbage and ill rip it apart
Honestly I been about it prior to you
And I dont need a fucking friend I need a drink and a dart

I dont even smoke but I think I should start
Take a couple years and give em back to the dark
Eliviate the pain and fucking take out my heart
Eliviate the pain and give me back to the dark

I needa wean off
4AM waking up and skipping zoloft
I needa wean off
All this isolation gimme hard ons
Im not lonely
Honestly ive come to love it here
I get my rocks off
But I cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off

They want a love song
But I havent felt love in a minute
Its been so long
Truthfully im not sure if I was ever in it
But now its all gone
The people and the visions we both thought of as vivid
Thought of as lucid
Fuck all the bullshit
Strangle and beat up and fucking spit on the cupid
Im so gone
Scotch and a spliffy had got me saying some shit
I never dreamt of
Sertraline pills im not an artist im a motherfucking
Pill box
Right now fuck the flashing lights I think id rather see a
Red dot
Headshot
Maybe its time that I met God

4AM waking up and skipping zoloft
I needa wean off
All this isolation gimme hard ons
Im not lonely
Honestly ive come to love it here
I get my rocks off
But I cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
I needa wean off

I cant finish project
Or put it in motion
Everythings sounds shitty
By the damn second verse
Got some real friends
Sending me some warm texts

But its a shame that my phone dont work

I got debt on debt
U like my shit oh bet
I might not make it for a while
Cause im fucked in the head
Find me sleepin in bed
I got a 12 hour rest
Imma wake up for an hour then go do it again
I needa wean off

Give a fuck if im dependent on the meds
As long as I get up and think enough to make a track
Its weird to have a thousand people screaming what I said
Im good at working under pressure when im sad I write the best
Smoke alot of weed but im addicted like its crack
I been rippin blunts until I feel it in my back
When you adopt the music you adopt it till u dead
Your brain’ll change and you can fire thoughts like your a gat

I needa wean off
4AM waking up and skipping zoloft
I needa wean off
All this isolation gimme hard ons
Im not lonely
Honestly ive come to love it here
I get my rocks off
But I cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
I needa wean off