Ruins

Too blind to see the light
My eyes got used to the night
Don’t try to change my mind
You’re only wasting my time
I don’t wanna stay in your life
And I don’t want you in mine
Don’t ask what you don’t wanna find
Oh, why can’t you look in my eyes?
I just wanna save you from living my lies

Oh, don’t you mistake my loneliness for love
You know that you’ll never be enough
You won’t understand the things I’ve done
You won’t understand what I’ve become
There’s too much pain I can’t let go
Hidden in scars I’ll never show
With you, I’m never on my own
But I know I’ll always feel alone, oh

You don’t know how far I’ll go
To not spend these nights alone
There’s no one I let too close
No one I trust anymore
I got no else to use
And you got nothing to lose

So go on and use me, too
Oh, but don’t you mistake my loneliness for love
You know that you’ll never be enough
You won’t understand the things I’ve done
You won’t understand what I’ve become
There’s too much pain I can’t let go
Hidden in scars I’ll never show
With you, I’m never on my own
But I know I’ll always feel alone

Always feel alone
No, no
Feel alone