Heart

Help me block out sound
That  is, the raging voices of suicide
From  the darkness of my mind
I can’t suppress, this insanity consuming my head
I can’t seem to, find clarity inside this fucking mess
Help  me
Show  me that i am worth more than laying awake in this bed tonight

All I hear are these voices, swarming my ears, telling me that I am fucking worthless
Don’t  tell me that it’s all in my head, they’re everywhere, can’t you hear there footsteps?

What the fuck is happening to me?
I’m drowning in my own insanity
I try so hard to point the blame, but i am so ashamed
That  the truth is I lost sight of myself, trying to fill the void, in someone else

I can’t seem to, find clarity inside this fucking mess
Help me
Please just someone show me, that I’m worth more than laying awake in this bed tonight

All the pain that I feel in life, I owe it all, to this filthy heart
Not a single word you say will bring me back from the hell’s that I create