Make It Stop

How can I live through this?
Watching the ceiling spin makes me sick
I wish I could eradicate
The pictures ingrained in my fucking brain

Under my skin
Lives the horrors of my past mistakes
Doctor, doctor make the incision
Please make it go away
Will I ever find my piece?
Or will I live out my days, seeing her God damn face?

Make it go away
I need it, I need it now
Make it stop
Bring me back the missing pieces of my heart
I need it, I need it now
Please make it stop

Oh no one’s hearing me, no one’s listening
Will you put aside your judgement?
Understand me and my condition?
If you truly fucking knew me
You’d have me locked up in a white cell

Contain me, erase it
Make me your fucking patient
Psychotic, behaviours
Its all I fucking know
Contain me, erase it
Make me your fucking patient
I need it, I need it
Doctor oh doctor
Please just make it stop

Make it go away
I need it, I need it now
Make it stop
Bring me back the missing pieces of my heart
I need it, I need it now
Make it stop

Stapled to this fucking bed
Is it the lies that she fed me?
No, I will never forget
Stapled to this bed
It’s the lies that she fed
I’m dying in my fucking head