Room 19

Old friend where have you been?
Trapped in this cycle it seems
Burnt out, broken feen
Let’s paint this murder scene red

I can’t fucking sleep without death’s hand reaching out to me
Hold me close, drown me in the poison
Deranged motherfucker in love with the voices
Do you see? Do you see me snakes eyed, malicious and manic
Oh how I live to see you drenched in panic

I think I’m losing it
I tried to run, I swear I’m done
This war has just begun
Hands tied, dragged through the mud
Soaked in another’s blood

Oh I can’t, I can’t wake up

Pulling my eyes out, throwing myself against these blood stained walls
Oh god it’s happened again
I’m hanging by a thread
Don’t you fucking dare, don’t fucking dare tell me who I am
God damn, you don’t know me

Just stay away, I’m not okay
Buried the pain inside this shallow grave

I’ve always told myself i’d be just fine
What a lie, what a lie
I’ve seen the man inside my eyes

Like a record caught on repeat
The devil sings to me

I can’t wake up

Pulling my eyes out, throwing myself against these blood stained walls
Oh god it’s happened again
I’m hanging by a thread
Don’t you fucking dare, don’t fucking dare tell me who I am
God damn, you don’t know me

Just stay away, just stay away

Buried by the pain
Suffocate me
Buried by the pain
Forget my name
Buried by the pain
Please don’t leave me