Not a single word about this

I’d push you away but you are the only thing I know

I can’t help believing in you…
the idea of beauty leaves me enslaved
say you’ll stay for tonight
and I promise you this will be the last

I’d push you away but you are the only thing I know
at your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know

I stare blindly into my reflection
a piece of me lost… I am terrified that I
cannot breathe without you
I am nothing in my eyes if not lost
I can’t see past your eyes, without them I would die
Shackles cut my wrists as I fight the chains
None can hold me

I’d push you away but you are the only thing I know
at your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know

in a room where I once told you everything, I am alone
once beholden to nothing and no one
how is it that I am slave to these eyes which glisten with untold secrets
that I crave so wildly to understand?
I must steel my heart to your warm gaze I’ll claw
out my eyes and see you no more

its because of you I
sometimes wish that I would die
sometimes I wish I would die
leaving you behind
enraptured
by my ignorance,
I now deserve sympathy