Little Girls Pointing And Laughing

(We can’t)
I still can
(Stop now)
Remember what you did.
Your eyes filled
(We’ve got)
Discomfort
(To slow down)
Bare foot in a public washroom.

Spill on me your nostalgia
And cataracts
That fell
Behind self-conscious eyes.

Warm water made
(Please just give me back my heart)
This hurt so good
(Well it’s been too long)
Through ivory rain
(And I will burn no more)
And cutthroat soap box derby racers

(Oh God. Hurt so fucking good. Little girls pointing. Pointing. Pointing and laughing.)

I want you to ruin me.
(Please just give me back my heart)
Ruin me.
(Well it’s been too long)
I. Want. You. To ruin me.
(And I will burn no more)
(Tired of all these lies)
I. Want you. To ruin me.
(And elsewhere eyes of yours)
Ruin me.
(So I will scream)
I want you to
(And dream of what’s to come)
Ruin me.