On & On

3am, oh, how the time fly by
Keep staring into the night sky, I
I’m just looking for a reason why
Got too much cooped up in my mind
I’m so freaking overwhelmed, oh no
I don’t even trust myself no more
Reaching out without connection
So lost, can’t even see my own reflection

That’s it, how fucked it is
Look to a pool of giving up, feel like jumping in
Keep saying that I’ll be okay
But I stay waiting for that sunny day (yeah)
When your heart falls so apart
And you just don’t feel good enough, to reach for them stars
It’s like I’m winning each and every day
But is it winning if it’s always third place?

No matter how hard I try
I can’t seem to find the light
Feeling like there’s more to life
Wish that I could see the signs
But when it gets tough, what is done is done
Surrender to all problems, on and on
(On and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and)

(On and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and)

I’ve never been more confused
My confidence won’t come through
Lost so much it’s hard to tell
What’s fake and what’s myself
Thinking I’m not good enough
I’m begging to be given a sign
Cause I keep holding me back
And my mind keeps taking me so off track