When I Was Younger

Life is not as easy as when I was younger
I’m swimming in problems
And my head is like a thunder
They never told me life could be as hard as it is now

Life was easier when I was under 18
Now I feel like I wanna die
Can I have that life back to me
The problems are consuming my mind

Can’t control my emotions
Can’t deal with my anxiety

I never thought that life
Could be so fucking hard
(Hm)
Now I’m losing my mind
Some things are getting dark
(Hm)

Life was easier when I was under 18
Now I feel like I wanna die
Can I have that life back to me
The problems are consuming my mind

I need to turn right back
I feel a heart attack coming out
I need to turn right back
I feel a heart attack coming out

You should be under my skin
To live what I live (hm)
(What I live, what I live)

Life was easier when I was under 18
Now I feel like I wanna die
Can I have that life back to me
The problems are consuming my mind