Sawzall

I go over every word you said to me
Every single syllable I could repeat
Certified to scuba dive in my memory

Why didn’t you tell me how you felt that day?
How was I supposed to know?
I can’t mind read
How was I supposed to see?
It was underneath

Caught you singing from the ceiling
I thought that meant you were healing
Looking back I see the meaning
I didn’t notice the teething
Why didn’t you say you need me?
Why don’t you say what you mean?

I told you I’m sorry
I know you are

Shoulda read into you drifting from your friends
But you were the apple of both of my eyes
So I couldn’t see the signs
Baby I was blind

Miss being self-conscious, why you laughed at me?
Said it was embarrassing, but secretly
It made me feel special when I saw you smile ‘cause of me

Caught you singing from the ceiling
I thought that meant you were healing
Looking back I see the meaning wish I asked more
I didn’t notice the teething
Why didn’t you say you need me?
Why don’t you say what you mean!?
I told you I’m sorry

I donate my love
I donate my
I do
I donate my love

I gave you nothing
I understand
I understand
I gave you nothing