Hollywood's Star (Like a Fool Dreamer)

I always wanted to be a star
In the movies, black and white
I have found myself fooler than anyone
Because I must have had dreams at night

Oh L. A., why are you leaving me?
So is he the boy you used to call
The brazilian king?
Dreams throw me against the wall
Just because you weren’t here
You were drinking vodka to die
You never ever liked me

I’ve chosen a squad only for me
Whoever said, “I never had” is lying!
I know you know it, we have to have one
I don’t know why I’m so sad, I’m crying

I think I remember: Hollywood doesn’t want me

The butterflies are flying
But the flowers are dying
Kids are crying
And me, I’m going to home

If Hollywood calls for me
I’d be there, I’ll be there
Maybe I’m dreaming a lot
I’ll forget my when, my place, my where

Because Hollywood didn’t wants me

Will I be delicate a lot
If I die by the sadness?

But if nobody wants me
I have to want myself
I’m in the car, my best friend is a brand new Hollywood’s star
Like what the hell!
My neighbor is singing on Broadway
My great-grandfather performed on the stages, Vaudeville
Fuck off!

I’m poet and I didn’t learn to love
Though I learned to write
I will never forget my Hollywood dream
I have to be happy for my best friend and my neighbor
But I’m selfish
I’m envious
I’m human

I want backstage’s troubles
I need to have an Oscar
I want to make out with the director
I want to fuck in the dressing room
I am free