All Of The Truth

It is not the past few days that have made me feel this way
And it is not the tiny marks of doubt that cover everything I see
It is just the way she looks at me with a love so complete
That I have never seen
And from this grows a strong, undying guilt

The feeling of regret for things I never felt
But oh I wanted to change
And become what she needs
I know what she needs
What I can never be