Regret

She’s got eyes that tell me she’s lonely
Got skin to the touch she’s ghostly
Got a smile that reveals she’s hoping
The thought of change still keeps her going
Wanna take away her pain and clothing
Hoping that she feels the same not knowing heard her mind and it’s overflowing
Feel the time and it keeps on slowing

And you know I’d feel your pain if you let me
And I’ll never be the same if you forget me
And I’m sorry that I’ve changed since you met me
And I know that I’m to blame it’s upsetting
And I wanna feel your pain so just let me
And I haven’t been the same since you met me
To this day I still feel we’re connecting
And I don’t regret you do you regret me

And if you feel your heart start to crawl next to mine
And if you still feel lonely when you’re laying at night
And if you still can feel the indent of where I used to lie
Then please just let me know I’m not wasting my time, my time

I’m sorry if I made you love me
Then sorry if I made you hate me
Hope you don’t feel your time was wasted
All those times that we got wasted
Now the memories they all keep changing
All the ones that I’ve been saving
Hold on for dear life, but they’re fading eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
And I hate it

And still I want everything just to stay all the same
I’m sick of not ever feeling like I’m ready for change
I feel it all in my chest turning black through my veins
And now I’m lost in the world that is riddled with pain, oh with pain

And if you feel your heart start to crawl next to mine
And if you still feel lonely when you’re laying at night
And if you still can feel the indent of where I used to lie
Then please just let me know I’m not wasting my time, my time