In My Heart

The heaviness of my heart seems a
Burden to me – whatever they preach
I have to look for people like me
Ans so I have to join the wrong

Unmindful of virtue I am eggier for
The pleasure of love more than for
Salvation – I am seized by desire but I
Have to keep the darkness night hidden

In the depth of my heart – it’s the most
Bitter fate – fate is against me
In love and virtue
I am heartened by my promise

I am downcast by my refusal
There is nothing I need from anyone
Expect love and respect and anyone
Who can’t give me those two things

Has no place in my life be sure before
I’ll finish – I intend to celebrate this hell
I am involved in