I'm Ok

I haven’t smiled very much today
But I’m ok I’m ok
All these tears are diamonds on my face
And I’m ok I’m ok

I think u were the
First person who
Gave me a shot
I want you to
Know that it meant
A fucking lot
You listened when
I needed you
That Sunday night
You took that blade
Threw it away
And gave me life

I think u were the
First person who
Broke my damn heart
I want you to
Know I was thrown
Back in the dark

I listened when
You needed me
That Christmas night
But u ran that blade
Through all ur veins
Just one more time

But I wasn’t there for
You in that bedroom
When u decided
The world didn’t get u
I heard the sirens
I saw the message
I’ll keep ur night stand
The way that u left it

I knew u were the
Last person who
I’d give my heart
I want u to
Know I loved u
Right from the start
I listened when
The pastor said
You hurt no more
I threw that blade
Inside ur grave
And said once more