Petrified

I’m petrified
Scared of letting you inside my headspace
I testify
I’m obsessed with every lie you’ve said, babe

Sick of being scared of waking up
So sick of loving you I’m throwing up (Blah)
Sick making music you didn’t listen to
But tell your fucking friends the song’s about you and it sucks (Ugh)
By the way, I really miss your face
Been a minute since you came into my place
But the second that you do we start to fight and then we fuck
And then you leave and text me “it was a mistake” (Shit)

I shouldn’t love you
Look what we’ve come to
You’re always in my thoughts, babe
But never in my bedroom

I’m petrified
Scared of letting you inside my head space
I testify
I’m obsessed with every lie you’ve said, babe
I’m terrified
I want you out
You’ve made my mind a haunted house
I’m petrified
But I love the way you frighten me, babe

I don’t wanna end it but I will (I will)
I don’t wanna end up in your will (Your will)
I don’t wanna leave you but I swear to god you’re evil
As you pop into my head just like these pills (Ugh)
By the way I really miss your face
Been a minute since you told me it’s ok
But the second that you do you’re fucking lying
‘Cuz the spiderwebs are growing taking over everything (Fuck!)

I shouldn’t love you
Look what we’ve come to
You’re always in my thoughts, babe
But never in my bedroom

I’m petrified
Scared of letting you inside my head space
I testify
I’m obsessed with every lie you’ve said, babe
I’m terrified
I want you out
You’ve made my mind a haunted house
I’m petrified
But I love the way you frighten me, babe

You are a ghost
You haunt me at night
(And) I am the host
You are the virus
You are a ghost
You haunt me at night
(And) I am the host
You are the virus