Rain

I miss the sunshine
I don’t see much of her no more
All the colors faded grey
Watch my life desaturate
I miss the sunlight
I don’t feel any here no more
This is how I’ll spend my days
I better learn to love the rain

I’ve been livin’ in the dark
Since a kid inside the park
Tryna hide from my mom, because she’s drunk drivin’
8 years old and lovin’ life and
I’m supposed to be okay
When all my friends are getting wasted after school in 7th grade?

But, anyway
I’m holdin’ on to my past
Wanted somethin’ I can’t
Fall in love with the bad
Drivin’ fast
Lettin’ go of the wheel
Hopin’ that I don’t crash
Leavin’ tracks
Hopin’ that you lose track
Every avenue ran
Every tattoo I’ve seen from kids that fuck with my brand
Show me your hands

I’m getting fucking sick of seein’ rain outside my window (my window)
Cos I got enough water from these tears up on my pillow (my pillow)

I miss the sunshine
I don’t see much of her no more
All the colors faded grey
Watch my life desaturate
I miss the sunlight
I don’t feel any here no more
This is how I’ll spend my days
I better learn to love the rain

I’ve been lyin’ in the rain
Since the doctor said I’m strange
Since about 11th grade when I stopped tryin’
Sixteen years of fucking cryin’
I’m supposed to be okay
When all my friends think that I’m gay
Cos I wanna be in the play?

But, anyway
I’m holdin’ on to my past
Wanted somethin’ I had
Fall in love with the bad
Drivin’ fast
Lettin’ go of the wheel
Hopin’ that I will crash
Leavin’ tracks
Hopin’ that you come back
Every avenue ran
Every tattoo I’ve seen from kids I see in the stands
Show me your hands

I’m getting fucking sick of seein’ rain outside my window
Cos I got enough water from these tears up on my pillow

I miss the sunshine
I don’t see much of her no more
All the colors faded grey
Watch my life desaturate
I miss the sunlight
I don’t feel any here no more
This is how I’ll spend my days
I better learn to love the rain
I better learn to love the rain