The First One

Maybe one day
We’ll both get there
A place where we could finally be friends
Maybe next year
Or maybe never
But I’d rather not be dwelling on the end

You call me up
I don’t answer unless I’m drunk and feeling reckless
I swear to God
When you’re bored you wanna mess with me
And you get to me
Like you always do

You were the first, but you won’t be the last
You wanna hold me, but you’re holding me back
And you were the first one to know me like that
So when you hurt me, you hurt me so bad

You hurt me so bad (you were the first one)
You hurt me so bad (you were the first one)
You hurt me so bad (you were the first one)
You hurt me so bad (you were the first one)

I hope that one day
You won’t wait for me
So when I come crawling back you won’t be there
I hope you realize
After everything
You should leave me alone if you really cared

You call me up
I don’t answer unless I’m drunk and feeling reckless
I swear to God
When you’re bored you wanna mess with me
And you get to me
Like you always do

You were the first, but you won’t be the last
You wanna hold me, but you’re holding me back
And you were the first one to know me like that
So when you hurt me, you hurt me so bad

You hurt me so bad (you were the first one)
You hurt me so bad (you were the first one)
You hurt me so bad (you were the first one)
You hurt me so bad (you were the first one)

Maybe one day (I hope that one day)
We’ll both get there (you won’t wait for me)
A place where we could finally be friends (so when I come crawling back you won’t be there)
Maybe next year (I hope you realize)
Or maybe never (after everything)
But I’d rather not be dwelling on the end (you should leave me alone if you really cared)