Rock Bottom

Another night, I stayed in again
My summer days turned to winter
I pushed myself over the edge
And now I just wanna get better

How come I woke up on the wrong side of the bed again?
I keep on building a wall between all my friends
Stuck in my head, I’m stuck in the in between
Blaming the world when I should blame me

I’m getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom
I’m trying to gain control
Waiting for my problems to fix themselves
I wish that I’d wake up, be like everyone else
And that would be enough
But I’m getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom
(Just checking on ya, hope you’re better, bye-bye)

Another night, I went out again
Chasing my fears with the bottle
I swore that I would get a grip
But it’s getting harder and harder

How come I woke up on the wrong side of the bed again?
I keep ignoring how broken I really am
Stuck in my head, I’m stuck in the in-between
Blaming the world when I should blame me

I’m getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom
I’m trying to gain control
Waiting for my problems to fix themselves
I wish that I’d wake up, be like everyone else
And that would be enough
But I’m getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom
(Just checking on ya, hope you’re better, bye-bye)

(How come I woke up on the wrong side of the bed again?)
I’m getting, I’m getting by
I’m getting, just getting by
(How come I woke up on the wrong side, on the wrong side?)
I’m getting, I’m getting by
I’m getting, just getting by