Guilty

I don’t think that this feels like love but I don’t wanna let go
Maybe if I just do what you want then you’ll leave me alone
It feels like you’re taking me home, but every other day I see another bone
I hate your guts but I’ll meet you same time same place tomorrow

An archeology excavation on my body and I’m
Brushing so gently, they’re tryna cover up the bones underneath
No matter what I do I feel guilty

Crossing all of my fingers and toes that I don’t wake up again in a black hole
She said she would send me back home to decide if I wanna die miserable
Doctor I’m not doing too well, if this shit was a choice I wouldn’t need your help
I see the world through the eyes of a dog but I can’t see yellow

An archeology excavation on my body and I’m
Brushing so gently, they’re tryna cover up the bones underneath
No matter what I do I feel guilty

Man’s best friend’s on first name terms with God
I thought I could fake it but I’m not
I’m a scarecrow in someone else’s garden