Jordan

I really wish you would leave me alone
I just want to be by my own for a second
But you’ve always got to creep on my dome
Always got to speak on my zone so you know
What I reckon, I reckon your just as lonely as I am
I reckon your just lonely as me
I reckon you want to see me break so
You feed me bait cause you know what I need
Yeah, I know what you need
Oh, please can you just listen up
Just zip it shut and not interrupt for once
I mean fuck, this just isn’t fun and I’ve been
Stuck in this rut but I’m done with ya fuck you cunt
Fuck you too
Fuck you
Shut up
Cut up, just do it 1, 2
Nah uhh

I’m not ever falling for that again
I don’t want my mother to look at me like I’m nothing but a nutter
I just want to have a moment of piece
I just want to go to sleep without you always calling me a loner
Saying that I can’t stay sober and
I should make a rope with the sheets
I just want to focus on beats
Focus on making the dopest release
Nah you should get drunk
You should just jump

You should just dump and explode on the streets
Dammit man you make me sick
You’ve always been a crazy prick
I remember the days that we played as kids and you’d say
That I should go to the neighbours place and set flames to it
Take a sip, Take a sip, Take a sip, shit that’s 3 for your OCD
Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip
That’s 4 does it make you tick
Bet you crave a fifth
Like you crave the piss, everyday is the same as you chase your fix
Your a slave to the taste of a fake
Escape and too lazy to change a bit

Your afraid to quit
So you wait a bit
And you weighed a bit
Gain weight a bit
What a way to live
Okay you prick I get the picture no need to explain the shit
You’re ashamed of it
Maybe I am
But who are you to judge
It was you who was telling me to do the drugs and get stupid drunk
I just thought you could use some fun
You were upset you were dumped I didn’t say to abuse them once
The truth is you choose to run from your
Problems don’t blame me for the fact your a stupid cunt
Take it back
No way mate

Take it back it ain’t plain as that
I’m the one who remains intact and at the
Same time craving crap that you made me have
Don’t say I’m a lazy rat
When the greatest fact is I’m trapped in the way you act
You’re just mad that your brain is
Tapped you’re the same as your crazy dad
You’re a maniac
Fuck you

You don’t know what it’s like to be
So messed up that you hope that you die
When you’re over your life and you know that
You might put a knife to your throat as you cry
But I chose to survive cause I think I could focus and try more
Don’t want to die from emotions I hide
You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside
You just poke and provoke till the moments arrived
Why

Why you gotta do this to me your choosing to be so abusive and mean
Refusing to leave till my brain has been taken
You’re basically placing the noose on the beam
Everybody wants that according to you
No more torment Jordan we’re through
No more talking the door has been shut I’m
Ignoring it, just like you taught me to do
Good bye