To Stutter, To Yell (ft Anthony Alvarado)

Sweat beating down onto your counter
I’m not allowed to feel it
Arm wrapped around your shoulder
Stumble, crying foul, but I did this

I know it’s wrong, but I still go
I don’t like this about myself
I know it’s wrong, but it feels good
To deceive me and deceive you

Where can I hide?
You embarrass me
With my own life
I cower violently

If it’s so wrong, why do I go?
Exhausted by my search
If it’s so wrong, why’s it feel good
To deceive me and forget about you?

My hand on your chest
You held like a ruby
When I didn’t
Callous liminality

Found love so sure, but it’s so sharp
You’ll stay here with me, but I lie alone
If being forgiven makes one flippant
My sin is hesitance