Life // Lost

The rain fell harder that night
I drove home alone in July
I couldn’t tell between the rain or the tears in my eyes
It was all a blur as I realized
I saw your face, I saw your smile
I lost control of the wheel ‘til my knuckles bled

I’m calling out your name but no one heard me scream
God please save me
Cause I don’t want to fall
And I can’t take anymore

The tree around the bend
Was calling out my name
Like branches to hands begging to take me away
But I ran and always looked back
I always looked back
I always fucking looked back

I often think of the night
I drove home alone
Swerving back and forth
Down the street from home
Some nights I wish I hit that tree
So death could take me away and finally go to sleep
So finally go to sleep