Pity Party

Good job, Curtis!

I hate the mall
I hate the public
I hate the Sun
My eyes are burnin’
I hate my friends
I don’t deserve them

I hate their love
No, I’m not worthy
I hate their love
I’m suffocating
Build my own casket
Cover the casing

I love my mom
But she’s too perfect
I hate the fact
I’m always hurting

I wanna hide
I am a burden
I wanna hide
I am a burden

I hated school
I kept on flunkin’
Maybe I’m stupid
Maybe I’m learning

Oh, oh, oh, oh, eh, eh
I tried, I tried
I can’t be what you want me to be

Oh, oh, oh, oh, eh, eh
I tried, I tried
I can’t be what you want me to be

I like the hospital
They understand me there
They cuffed my hands tight
Police car took me there

I made some new friends
I heard some stories
I know I’m not a failure
At least I’m growing

Where am I going
I’m on my own path
At least I’m growing
I’ll be my own man
Soon, soon

All this guilt Inside my brain
It’s gonna kill me
Tryna feel alright
My pain, it won’t leave me

I’ve been blessed and cursed
At birth with my feelings
All the shit I hate
The shit is the real me

Got my little brother here
He’s just like me
You can try again with him
Please don’t hate me no no

Oh, oh, oh, oh, eh, eh
I tried, I tried
I can’t be what you want me to be

Oh, oh, oh, oh, eh, eh
I tried, I tried
I can’t be what you want me to be

Oh, oh, oh, oh, eh, eh
I tried, I tried
I can’t be what you want me to be

Oh, oh, oh, oh, eh, eh
I tried, I tried

You have to make the right choice