Fuck This Year

I – I’ve been – so drained – a hollow shell – numb to pain and
I – I will – make it through – come out stronger – I always do
One more funeral might just make me break
How much suffering are we meant to take
Feel the world cave in and start to break

I – I can’t – come clean – living in – an empty dream and
I – I dropped – the fucking deal – left the future – we had sealed
Back at zero – happy, broke, and free but
Fuck this year it’s took too much from me
Feel the world cave in and start to break
From me

Forged an iron will – kept a cool head
All my family cries – for our gone and dead
We’ve lost too much
too many friends and family gone
Disease and addiction
Never thought I’d have to be so strong
We’re only 3 months in and I see no dawn

No dawn
The sun fell – on us all – when the new year – heeded its call
Darkness – with our loved ones gone – will it come around
When will we see the dawn
I pray it won’t be long