Leeching Life

Drained from wounds that you cannot see
Carry nothing and have nothing to give
Swim in chaos – smother in doubt
A painful life now lies ahead
Now – it’s dark inside – memories stashed away
Now – it’s dark inside – shame and guilt is our child

There’s no light where we stray
No salvation where we aim
Don’t want to die if I never lived
Close the door you’re on your own

Pain – is all they left behind
Pain – is all that’s left inside

Right here – I fall
Right here is where it ends
Blood in my eyes
Blood in my mouth

Moving on – but can’t you see
We’re just an inch from falling down
Walking backwards embracing the dead
Can’t go back – you’re on your own
Now – it’s dark inside – shame and guilt is our child
Now – it’s dark inside – memories stahed away