Always Hated Goodbyes

I hear the rain
Start to fall as it turns to a pour
We’re here again
In this storm, but we’ve been here before

I see the street signs warning
Telling me that I have no other place I can go
Feel like I’m stuck in motion
Can’t find balance, I’m living in a vertigo

Everything is nothing like before
I’ve tried to hold it together
Clinging onto memories I swore
That I could hang on forever
But the end of the road wasn’t far ahead
I let go and I suddenly woke in my bed
Rubbed the haze from my eyes
I’ve always hated goodbyes

(I’ve always hated goodbyes)

Sabotaging what could be something
Better than what came before
Why do I feel the need to worry
About what’s waiting behind the door?

What gives the feeling that it can’t get better?
I wonder what it thinks of me now?
I want to break out from the constant battle
Of proving who I am to a crowd

Everything is nothing like before
I’ve tried to hold it together
Clinging onto memories I swore
That I could hang on forever
But the end of the road wasn’t far ahead
I let go and I suddenly woke in my bed
Rubbed the haze from my eyes
I’ve always hated goodbyes

One step closer
Feel the tide pulling me under
No four leaf clover
Always feeling outnumbered

I know this might feel right
But I can’t tell if I’m sober
Can’t trust myself

Everything is nothing like before
I’ve tried to hold it together
Clinging onto memories I swore
That I could hang on forever
But the end of the road wasn’t far ahead
I let go and I suddenly woke in my bed
Rubbed the haze from my eyes
I’ve always hated goodbyes

I’ve always hated goodbyes
I’ve always hated goodbyes

Everything is nothing like before
I’ve tried to hold it together
Clinging onto memories I swore
That I could hang on forever
But the end of the road wasn’t far ahead
I let go and I suddenly woke in my bed
Rubbed the haze from my eyes
I’ve always hated goodbyes