Agoraphobia

I don’t wanna get out of bed today
I know I should get up but I’m going to stay
I’m alright just lying here
To get up and leave is my biggest fear

I’m probably not missing out on any much anyway
I wake up and wait for the next day
To come and leave, am I naive
To stay in bed?

I’m overtired because I slept for eleven hours
Dreaming of murders and fires
Twinkle, twinkle dying star
I find you quite afar

I’m probably not missing out on any much anyway
I wake up and wait for the next day
To come and leave, am I naive
To stay in bed?

I call it self care, but it’s really just isolation
Fueled by depression and my frustration