Not Dead Yet

Please, let it end, let it be over
I cannot stand being sober
I’m so fucked up, I got problems
Tell me right now, do you think time will solve them?

So much on my mind that I can’t think right
I need more drugs to feel alright
I can’t feel a thing, but that’s okay
Are you still there, can you take this away?

Just keep holding me
I can’t believe I’m hanging on
Pull me out of this, I’m over it
I don’t belong

No, I’m not dead yet
I’m losing myself to the darkness in my head
Suffocating
Getting hard to breathe, everything is caving in
I won’t let it
Keep weighing me down, but this isn’t how it ends
I’d regret it
No, I’m not dead yet

I would sleep forever if I could
Do you like that, ‘cause I would
Can you not hold this over my head?
I have many faults, don’t remind me again
Just keep holding me
I can’t believe I’m hanging on
Pull me out of this, I’m over it
I don’t belong

No, I’m not dead yet
I’m losing myself to the darkness in my head
Suffocating
Getting hard to breathe, everything is caving in
I won’t let it
Keep weighing me down, but this isn’t how it ends
I’d regret it
No, I’m not dead yet

Tell me right now is this really what you wanted?
I don’t even care ‘cause I’m laying at the bottom
Nothing left to give, all my options are exhausted
Yeah, I’m just trying

Tell me right now is this really what you wanted?
I don’t even care ‘cause I’m laying at the bottom
Nothing left to give, all my options are exhausted
Yeah, I’m just trying to be honest

No, I’m not dead yet
I’m losing myself to the darkness in my head
Suffocating
Getting hard to breathe, everything is caving in
I won’t let it
Keep weighing me down, but this isn’t how it ends
I’d regret it
No, I’m not dead yet

Tell me right now is this really what you wanted?
No, I’d regret it
Tell me right now is this really what you wanted
No, I’m not dead yet