Loaded Gun

These wounds they remind me
I’ve been to hell and back again
These scars don’t define me
But they will be with me til the end

You wanna know the truth, wanna know the way it feels
For a decade all I did is fucking spin the wheels
Hell ya I’ve got something to prove
You could never walk a motha fuckin day in my shoes

I’m a loaded gun I’m a loaded gun, get out of my way
I cannot be held accountable for what I’m bout to say
With my finger on the trigger I can feel my body shake
I’m a loaded gun I’m a loaded gun, get out of my way

I felt struck by lightning
And I swear I lost all self control
But it’s cool cuz it refined me
And I feel so damn unstoppable

You wanna know the truth, wanna know the way it feels
For a decade all I did is fucking spin the wheels
Hell ya I’ve got something to prove
You could never walk a motha fuckin day in my shoes

I’m a loaded gun I’m a loaded gun, get out of my way
I cannot be held accountable for what I’m bout to say
With my finger on the trigger I can feel my body shake
I’m a loaded gun I’m a loaded gun, get out of my way

Looking back I swear I wouldn’t change a thing
See I was like a ghost in the halls of suffering
And honestly I never really thought I would survive
But everything can change in the blink of an eye

I held it together forever thinking it was tethered
Thinking if I’m strong enough
That somehow I could make it better
But the truth is every word you ever told me was a lie
And everything has changed in the blink of an eye

I’m a loaded gun I’m a loaded gun, get out of my way
I cannot be held accountable for what I’m bout to say
With my finger on the trigger I can feel my body shake
I’m a loaded gun I’m a loaded gun, get out of my way