The Fear Of Losing This

Open your eyes
And see what you have
But really I know inside, it’s all the same in death
But my mind is mine for now

I never asked
To be here at all
So why do I have to face the fear of losing it
Of losing why I live

And if I just knew
I’d already be gone
I told you everything
That I had the chance to
And there is no more now
No more light gold and low
There is only what I have
Until that goes

Now every night
I pray to the stars
I say please give me love or please
Just give me strength

The colors of love
They all become grey
When everywhere I’ve been
Won’t be there someday
It’s a beautiful thing
That I keep close to me
And I won’t forget
But nothing is mine to keep