My Shelter

Since the beginning
I saw my hopes fell into illusions
And all your knives ready to pierce me
Tied to a sinking ship, I forgot my humanity
And walked alone without purpose

All your negative acts put a fucking blackout in my existence
And what’s came out of this, is endless years of troubles
Where I’ve met the sun and danced with the stars
And made a dark galaxy my home

I always tried so very hard, to be someone that I’m not
But at the slightest scratch, I crawl back into my shelter

But I’ve fell in another feeling
The most beautiful but the most destructive
I discovered my true face, with bitterness as light
My heart has been thrown into the lion’s den
Love is a game with no sense
Then, I’m always stand here
And thinking: What’s next?

I shoring up my shelter from years to years
And bury the key in an ocean of poisoned thoughts
I lock up inside all the rage
Again and again your fucking words are bouncing
Against the walls of my shelter