Grief

Someone hurts you, you’re supposed to hate them
Gets lost, move on, try to forget them
But you’re heart can’t switch that fast
When you cherish and treasure and love them
Wish it was that easy, grab a flag drink champagne like on TV

But all that I’m left with
Is the tragedy I’m dressed in

I’m not bitter or jealous or raging
I’ve gone numb because I saw the love draining
I miss what I was to you
This ain’t a nightmare it’s true
I’m not angry or vengeful or broken
This is something else, a forеign emotion
I miss what you were to mе
This ain’t heartbreak, it’s grief

Laying flowers, pink and purple roses
Oh I stay for hours
Right until it closes
And it feels like it’s a dream, we’ll wake up together tomorrow
‘Cause it just can’t be real, how you feel, how I feel
How this feels

I block the light out
‘Cause I don’t wanna see the world without you now

I’m not bitter or jealous or raging
I’ve gone numb because I saw the love draining
I miss what I was to you
This ain’t a nightmare it’s true
I’m not angry or vengeful or broken
This is something else, a foreign emotion
I miss what you were to me
This ain’t heartbreak, it’s grief

And it just won’t leave me

Wherever I go, it won’t lave me alone
What are you doing now, I love you more now somehow

I’m not bitter or jealous or raging
I’ve gone numb because I saw the love draining
I miss what I was to you
This ain’t a nightmare it’s true
I’m not angry or vengeful or broken
This is something else, a foreign emotion
I miss what you were to me
This ain’t heartbreak, it’s grief

It ain’t heartbreak, it’s grief
And it just won’t leave me