Insecure

I’d be so beautiful if I could sharpen my nose
Maybe, change all my clothes
So the cool kids would know
I’m alive, I’m alive

If I could lose all my skin
Maybe, shave off my chin
Tell me, could I exist?
I just haven’t had much sleep

Help me find happiness
I want in, oh let me in

I’m not crazy
I just haven’t had much sleep
Can’t stop thinking
Cuz I’m stuck here pulling teeth
Till I’m all I want
Till I’m all I need
If I’m all I’m not
Maybe I’d feel complete

I’d be so relevant
With just a few more friends
Pressing like on my posts
Giving false sense of hope
I’m alright
I have a life
Are we lost and alone
With fake friends we don’t know
Thinking, what can we change

All our features, our names
I want out, oh let me out

A new me you haven’t seen
Same soul, different sheen
So close to everything they worship
One cut then stitch me up
Guess what, it’s not enough
Keep on changing things til I’m perfect

I’m not crazy
I just haven’t had much sleep
Can’t stop thinking
Cuz I’m stuck here pulling teeth
Till I’m all I want
Till I’m all I need
If I’m all I’m not
Maybe I’d feel complete

Just let me leave brave these insecurities
I’m insecure

I’m not crazy
I just haven’t had much sleep
Can’t stop thinking
Cuz I’m stuck here pulling teeth
Till I’m all I want
Till I’m all I need
If I’m all I’m not
Maybe I’d feel complete