dumbass

I do this thing where I close off
My feelings and I take my clothes off
So I don’t have to open up to my boyfriend
I told my friends that I’m fine
But really, I’m losin’ my mind
They’re drinkin’, I’m thinkin’ too much
So I avoid them

Suckin’ in my stomach
Side effects of fittin’ in
Don’t cut my hair ‘cause I’m scared
God forbid I have my own opinion

It’s my fear of looking like a dumb-ass
Sayin’ somethin’ that I shouldn’t have
It’s holdin’ me back, holdin’ me back, holdin’ me back
My fear of never being good enough
So I ignore what I want
It’s holdin’ me back, holdin’ me back

But I’m over that
Over, over, over, over, over
Over that
Over, over, over, over, over

I’m overbitin’ on my tongue
When people tell me I’m too young
To say all the things that I do in my songs

Seventeen over these side effects of fittin’ in
I don’t know shit, let me live
God forbid I have my own opinion

It’s my fear of looking like a dumb-ass
Sayin’ somethin’ that I shouldn’t have
It’s holdin’ me back, holdin’ me back, holdin’ me back
Holdin’ me back
My fear of never being good enough
So I ignore what I want
It’s holdin’ me back, holdin’ me back

But I’m over that
Over, over, over, over, over
Over that
Over, over, over, over, over
Over that
Over, over, over, over, over

It’s my fear of looking like a dumb-ass
Sayin’ somethin’ that I shouldn’t have
It’s holdin’ me back, holdin’ me back, holdin’ me
It’s my fear of never being good enough
So I turned into what I’m not
It’s holdin’ me back, holdin’ me back, holdin’ me