luv starved

I was never shown how to love
So I did my best to guess
Everythin’ a man ever wants
A tiny girl in a dress
A trophy for his friends
That I didn’t even like, so
Tried to learn from mistakes
I haven’t made one in months
But it’s gettin’ harder to take pushing away everyone
You just had to show up
And yeah, I’m not mad about it

Swear to God, I’ma change, but I’m agnostic
All the loneliness is gettin’ so exhaustin’
Sick to my stomach, yeah, I’m feelin’ kinda nauseous
And I can’t tell if it’s you

I’m so love-starved
Knowin’ if I’m ready to trust you is goddamn hard
You’re pickin’ at skin and bones
I feel my lips, they’re turning blue
Are you great or something new?
I’m so love-starved
Are you actually my type or do I just need a bite?

Is it the fact that you’re there, do I actually care?
The potential of the latter’s got me pullin’ my hair out
I’m a skeleton of the love I once had
Yeah, it was so bad, but you’re nothin’ like that, yeah

Swear to God, I’ma change, but I’m agnostic
All the loneliness is gettin’ so exhaustin’
Sick to my stomach, yeah, I’m feelin’ kinda nauseous
And I can’t tell if it’s you

I’m so love-starved
Knowin’ if I’m ready to trust you is goddamn hard
You’re pickin’ at skin and bones
I feel my lips, they’re turning blue
Are you great or something new?
I’m so love-starved
Are you actually my type or do I just need a bite? Yeah

(Oh-oh, oh-oh) sick of bein’ taken advantage by shitty guys
(Oh-oh, oh-oh) tell me if you’re one of ‘em, I’m losin’ my mind
(Oh-oh, oh-oh) are you feeding me affection or just a bunch of lies?
Is it me? Is it you? I don’t really got a clue
I don’t got much left, but I might give it all to you

I’m so love-starved
Knowin’ if I’m ready to trust you is goddamn hard
You’re pickin’ at skin and bones
I feel my lips, they’re turning blue
Are you great or something new?
I’m so love-starved