Running Away

Couldn’t see you coming
I was always running away
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?

So conflicted
This shit doesn’t make sense
I was lifted
And now I’m just on the fence
Want to feel limitless, but there’s nothing left
Just a sorrow that I can’t dissect
Your eyes were filled with emptiness
I wish that I could miss them less

But that’s overdue, never opened up
What you got to lose?
I wanted you
I still want you bad
Something that I never will have

Couldn’t see you coming
I was always running away
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?

And you’re nothing but the things that I tell myself
Something’s telling me that you know me well
But maybe I just see what I want to see
The feeling’s killing me
And I’m nothing but the things that I tell myself
Lie and think I’m special, just like everybody else
But something in the water has been tempting me
You float so easily

Couldn’t see you coming
I was always running away
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?

Couldn’t see you coming
I was always running away (couldn’t see you, running)
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?

Be brutally honest
Just like you promised
Are you running away?
Be brutally honest
Is this what we wanted
Or are we running away?
Away from love
I’m scared of love
Away from love
I’m scared of us