Remedy

Here is something new tonight, I am not sure, but I can feel it …
it’s somewhere in the Place around, it’s somewhere in the Breath I take …
it seems to be a nightlike Changing, another Light or a brandnew Life …
it’s like the Snow out of the Window, so homelessly but part of the World – as we knew it – as I knew it …
Here is something strange inside, I am confused but it is pleasant …
I feel it’s Shadow on the Wall, I feel it’s Movements in my Head …
Oh how I wish that it’s the One, that I have missed in wasted Nights, the Queen of all my moving Targets, the One, that makes me peel off the World – as we know it –
and as I hate it …
And all the Times I writhed in Pain are now so far away, the Remedy I needed for Life was her Arrival-Day …
Here is something great inside, cause now she’s crawling through my Veins and all the worthless Things are melting, so like the Snow in mindless Times …
and when she’s back between my Eyes I start too breath this brilliant Life, then suddenly I can’t remember the Deaths I died within this World…