Death Wish

I know you love your time machine
Your power trips and diamond rings
The walls you built on teenage dreams
The hole you dug for sinking things
[?] to kill the reverie
So you must not feel anything at all
But how’d you get so bulletproof?
You trade your time for inside truths
You trade your time for any clue
Of what to do or not to do
Hate to say it’s nothing new
Besides of those few girls you keep around

But how will it end? How long will you give me?
Till you twist the knife and smile while you kill me
When you asked me to dance it was someone around
You don’t look the same when I look at you now

Honey pie, you’re haunting me
I fell for your faux fantasy
You’re the one who’s poisoning
Disregard my disposition
Truth isn’t the subtle things
Brace yourself for the splintering now, mm
And it freaks me out I’m old enough
To know you as a gateway drug
You’re everything I’ll never be
[?] your enemies
I have to bet that slowly
I’d leave you with an empty house

But how will it end? How long will you give me?
Till you twist the knife and smile while you kill me
When you asked me to dance it was someone around
You don’t look the same when I look at you now

And I used to pretend that it didn’t feel legal
You’re light of vermillion, suns burns through people
And bridges and seas [?]
A breath of your air is a death wish
You’re forcing my hand, but I’m a drop in your ocean
I ruined your plans for some grand self-promotion
The second you figured that I figured it out
Now you look away when I look at you now

Oh, look at you now
Oh, look at you now
Look at you