X-ray Eyes

To clear the conscience of who I am
I break the silence that keeps it all in
I’ve given you everything I wish you knew
I did it for me, I didn’t do it for you

I looked her way with x-ray eyes
And she looked like she was not even there

Preserving the things that I have kept from you
Didn’t give them away when you had asked me to
You’re pointing at me and how do I reply?
I smash your fingers and drag you away
Cannot deny that I had planned this

I only gave ‘til I was done
Fallen on me this happy ending
I know I was awake and she was numb

But when she started to leave
Finally started to leave
Then she looked like she was not even there