Now & Then

I need another drink or I’m gonna sit
Here just thinkin’ bout you
Even through the most but
Now you’re like a ghost and I don’t even like you
I drift [?] sulkin’ up the time ‘cause
I’d rather be anywhere but home
‘Cause it’s broken, ain’t no love left
Someone stole it, and it shows
Seven phone calls when there’s so much unsaid
And so much that’s on my mind
But I tell you things when you sleepin’
All of these secrets I’m keepin’
I used to love all your flaws
Now I can’t stand them at all, yeah
Moments where it’s safe and doesn’t need changin’
Too much time wasted
Nothin’ worth takin’, ow my heart breakin’
No I can’t save you now

So I just wanna stay up all night
Whenever I think of you, yeah
There’s nothing that I can’t do, no
Nothing I can’t

I knew we was headin’ for the deep end
My fault for tryna spare your feelings
Half of the time inside I was screamin’
You were too caught up on you to see it
Wouldn’t leave ‘cause by then I was deep in
Even said when I found out that you were cheatin’
And I swear for a minute I became that girl
I was so lost that I couldn’t see it
I said I could never do to you what you did to me
But lately I feel like I’m someone new
Want somebody treat me right
I feel like I got not clue, makes me wonder
Why I wasted all this time right here with you
I’m not tryna be rude
But I sacrificed it all, you know it’s true
I should blame myself but nah I’d rather say it’s you
Want you to feel everything you put me through

So I just wanna stay up all night
Whenever I think of you, yeah
There’s nothing that I can’t do, no