I'm Fine

I can’t deny
I’m paralysed from the inside
Every day I wake to feel the same

And every time
You ask me how im feeling
I just smile and tell you that I’m fine

I don’t know why
I’m terrified of everything
Just to call the doctor seems daunting

For most of my life
I’ve felt a sharp uncertainty
Now it’s just become a part of me

I can’t deny
I’m paralysed from the inside
Every day I wake to feel the same

And every time
You ask me how im feeling
I just smile and tell you that I’m fine

It’s hard to stay true
To myself and to you
I can’t measure up to
This girl you thought you knew

This aching in my heart
Is tearing me apart
But darling all your love
Is somehow not enough