Apology Letter

just wanted to tell you a few words, and they weren’t empty
I liked you, and it hurt me everything hurt when it was about you
I kept it to myself, and didn’t realize how bad it was doing me

My self, I no longer thought
I would not blame you for this, but is it really that you were not to blame for my suffering?
I didn’t choose that, and you thought I was weird for that

So I’m sorry for loving you, I’m sorry for loving, I’m sorry for loving you
I’m sorry for being someone who doesn’t fit your heart

Yes, you took the uncertain picture of me
Yes, I fucked up my life for liking you
Yes, I was living attacking

So I’m sorry for loving you, I’m sorry for loving, I’m sorry for loving you
I’m sorry for being someone who doesn’t fit your heart

Do I deserve this love?
That fucked up my sanity
And it destroyed my mental health
I’m fading like a paper in the water

Bleeding my arms, wetting my face
And did you, at least once, think of me?
Or did he just care about the curly hair?

So I’m sorry for loving you, I’m sorry for loving you, I’m sorry for loving you
I’m sorry for being someone who doesn’t fit your heart

I was not ready to love You were more proof of that Maybe loving you was just another challenge To get where I am today

So, I’m sorry