Now I'm Drowning

I sailed as much as I could with you
You were the captain and I was just a sailor
In search of a love that never existed
I let myself take your lips, in your embraces, in your footprint
Honey, I hoped I would always have you in my life

All I wanted was a love I could trust
But you just gave me pain, trying to fix your shit
Yes, I know that love is not simple

But when the boat sank, you left me there to drown me
I was swimming and praying in a vast sea without love

Now I’m drowning, and you said you’d save me
Now I’m drowning, it was just empty words
Now I’m drowning, your promises were nothing but a lie, I waited for a false savior
Now I’m drowning, Now I’m drowning
Now I’m drowning, now I’m drowning
Now I’m drowning

Feel the waters of loneliness
Invading my heart
And taking my breath away
I’m spinning and being pushed by these furious waves
Sinking more and more
See myself far from the surface
Don’t let me die, save me from my fears
Save me from your arms

I’m not OKAY and It’s not allright
I’m not fighting to live because I’m already tired
My best way out is to drown and drown
‘Cause what doesn’t kill you makes you uncertain

Now I’m drowning, and you said you’d save me
Now I’m drowning, it was just empty words
Now I’m drowning, your promises were nothing but a lie, I waited for a false savior
Now I’m drowning, Now I’m drowning
Now I’m drowning, now I’m drowning
I’m drowning so just save me