Misery

All my life I’ve been living in a lie
I’ve been crying on my own
I will die on my own
In my mind I am already dead
I am scared and I’m waiting
For someone to take me away

Can’t you see that I’m falling
Can’t you see that I’m crying

All my life I’ve been living in a lie
I’ve been lying to my self
I’ve been lying to my soul
I cannot live like this anymore
I just wanna sleep and hope I fade away

I know that someone’s haunting me
I know that someone’s calling me
Telling me to end this life of misery

I know that someone’s holding me
I know that someone’s guiding me
Away from this pain
And away from this life of misery

All my life I’ve been searching for the light
I’ve been living in the dark
I’ve been living in a dream
I hate everything that surrounds me
And I hate everyone and I hate myself

I am lost and I’m running out of breath
I fear myself and I fear what I will do
I will die and I’ll never be forgiven
I close my eyes and I will end it now