Veins

Please, slice me open
Please, look inside me
I’m so unclean
So please, cut the sickness out of me

There’s something in my blood
It’s something worth concern
I know I’m no good
I never seem to learn

My mother always said
That my birth was a curse
That I’d bring on such bloodshed
I’d make everything much worse

Please, slice me open
Please, look inside me
I’m so unclean
So please, cut the sickness out of me

I’m so sick

Father took a bullet
Mother took some pills
Sister shot it up
Brother drove off a hill

I brought death to my family
He watches me and salivates
I don’t know why he hasn’t chosen me
But every night I call for him and I just wait

I’m so sick